3 words to sum up the day:

OMG !

4 econs full length essay dued tmr!

i dont want go schooooooooooooooooooooL! :(

typical stereotype

i think its a stereotype.

that people who are always laughing and creating lame jokes are happy.

i'm really sorry to spoil your perfect impression of them, because not all are. some may act as if they live in their own world and they don't really care about what's going on around them, but they do. they're just observing.

some laughters, are a desperate cry of help.

that people will really know the true them. we're all in search of our own identity. so. please, stop behaving as if your search for identity is some big shit. with your standards, not as if your identity would be the next PM or what. because if you are, im so gonna migrate.

people who agree, breathe.

thank you.

so people, stop your stereotypical thinking of others. you're nothing but the same people i see everyday. just stop it.

so, i look pretty happy, right?

*roll eyes* get a life, and stop judging people.

oh. and dont flirt, you flirt. yes you, im talking to you.

kebaboom!~

today started of pretty sucky.

• i was late
• my project work leader's lappy crashed and there goes our WR which was supposedly to be passed up by today
• i forgot my lit file. to my horror.

but hey, things got pretty good after that because:

• rugby training
• makaning.

today, during rugby training, we dived. things got pretty messy cos it was raining and muddy all over. yet irritatin cos some people just didnt wanted to do a good dive! but it rocked! c'mon, we were literally rolling and gliding and sliding in the MUD!

:D

BROWNIE!

so fun okay! had dinner at yoshinoya with the rugby boys. it was retarded.

and to think they thought 'banging' was that 'banging'

tsk tsk! ok.

binge

felt rather angsty these few days. oh and i really have to control my anger (although i have been controlling and tolerating every nonsense i could). i shouldn't be feeling so upset about such stuffs. i should control my anger more. so i probably won't get affect by it and not to mention, i love yet hate the bitching that simply comes later on.

i feel pretty bad about the bitching part though i have repeatedly tried to console myself that those are simply facts. (HAHA! bang wall). its really hard living in such environment.

all the hypocrisy and everything. blah blah blah. sick. of. it.

getting pretty emotional. i supposed. i cried with Jessica Liu on tv when she cried because YingJun was that dumb to not noticed that she likes him on KINSHIP. tmr's episode gonna blast me i guess, but im at rugby la.

and i should stop venting anger on food. ive been like eating the entire canteen or something? i need to run okay.

fart legs suck.

okay. my pw leader hasnt sent me WR. wth la.

extract

when you're all alone in the bustling city, you would always want to find a strong and sturdy shoulder for you to lie on. so that whenever you met with a difficulty or anything, you can always complain to him. you cry and laugh with him. then, you realised, you cannot live without him at all.

awwwww

sweet aye? such a nice and sweet extract i found in a stack of assesments. like there's finally something linking to the teens. muahaha. oh and something that caught most of my attention. i went from slouching over the table to sitting up straight and reading the passage seriously.

and it somehow relates. (:

here is the continuation of the above extract:

however, once feelings developes, you find that he is the one in control of it. unlike last time, when your source of pain comes from other places, now it comes from him. he makes you sad & depressed and happy & joyful. you still wouldnt let him go, holding on way too tight. it's something you can't let go. like as if, without him, the world ends, and you can't smile anymore.

it doesn't relate, it just simply hit the nail on MY head.

bingo.

welcome to holland

i was thinking about my class when i was bathing, minutes ago. i was thinking about the 'fake bonds' that people thought our class had because there were more girls than guys vs the actual truth of our class.

to think of it, i'm quite ashamed. but nonetheless, i'm still gonna make this post.

i don't really care if blogging about people (w/o acknowledging their names) is a cowardly action. because, i have to stress on the fact that this blog is the only place where i can rant and rant like pimple and no one can stop me. so, if you're gonna say, that blogging about people is not allowed in my personal blogspace, let me die okay? before anything, i want to post.

oh, and i don't give 2 hoots about school viewing our friendsters or blogs or whatever shit.

now, should we have more remedials?

yes yes. fair conduct. continue.

many think that our class is freaking united. cos the ratio of girls to boys is like 20 : 5? yeah. or 19 : 5. cant rmber. so they think that girls can actually click with one another and yeah, form invisible bonds that connects the class and whatever shit.

but the disgusting truth is, im actually quite disgusted with the class's hypocrisy. not as if im a saint with a halo or whatever. but hey, big mouths, being bitchy, seeking attention everywhere, screechy act cute voice, tactless conversations, etc, there's a limit to it.

you know, i dont really care about whoever had this or said this or whatever crap. because its none of my business.

i feel like roaring. i don't understand why must i appear calm and everything nice when im not. maybe, i got influenced by the class's hypocrisy.

hah. well done. 1ao4.

i actually had the intention of typing a much more harsher post. but oh well.

birthdays

went out to celebrate mathew & clinton's birthday yesterday(: miss the gang, ALOT. and i wished last night didnt had to end and i had no curfew -.- blah. nonethelessm, we had lots of fun.

oh, we took very little photos. and they werent very clear due to the lightings a
and everything. ): oh well.

around there. haha

<3